Resonance of my Soul and Voice

Redirect

2008-12-23T22:13:38Z

First, no this journal is not active again.
Second, some of you may notice knightlight7 in your friends list, that is my new journal, This means Ive finally activated and opened my new journal. I haven't had much time to use it but will again more often, so if you're wondering "why did you friend me?", I have answers if you ask. I come on here to simply direct those to it. All are welcome.

Archived

2008-10-24T18:54:22Z

Its been to long since I actually did what I was going to do with this journal. Today this journal will go inactive and be archived. For those that want to continue with my new journal, just send a comment and I'll give you the new one.

"Ghosts"

2008-10-19T02:27:16Z

So last night Erika and I were watching a show as we were packing up some stuff before heading home to the appartment, from a nice relaxing night with the family. It was some paranormal investigators being complete morons. One of them even consulted a pastor about some evidence on their own bodies after going to a haunted place and taunting the "ghosts". One individual went away with scratches on his back.

The pastor explained quite evidently that they are messing with things they should not be messing with. They are playing with demonic spirits.

Lets get this straight. Once a human dies in any fashion, murder or peaceful passing, The soul and spirit DO NOT WALK the earth. It is demonic spirits that you are taunting and playing with. What's worse is when you have an unhealthy interest in them. When you deceive yourself that they are the spirits of upset souls left on earth, you fall further for their deception. It gets so bad that people need to be exorsized of spirits they have summoned through such things as the ouji board for one.

Whats more amazing is the evidence when a pastor, preacher or priest commands the demons to leave in the name of Jesus Christ. They hate hearing his name!

That said enjoy your halloween. But don't do anything stupid like going to a graveyard in hopes to stir some "ghosts". This also goes for summonings or castings...your just playing with the wrong side.

This Beautiful Mess

2008-10-16T23:31:35Z

So ive'd been reading a book at night next to the BIBLE when I have time called "This Beautiful Mess" by Rick McKinley. It's about the Kingdom of God. And it has been helping me broaden my understanding of a kingdom that is here AND yet to come. Which is a hard concept for people to understand. I love this little book it compliments the Bible so well. I read through and if I find something that is something I want to remember and pass on to others to help explain as it is written in a more digestable way.

Some of my favorites so far are:

"Interestingly, in the rest of the New Testament, writers don't appear to have any need to rehash or defend Jesus' teachings. They simply accept them as true and set about to proclaim what he proclaimed. **To them His message was the most complete description available of a new way of being human and alive.**"

"Honestly, I think we're more like that guy getting off the plane. We take the "Jesus is our Savior" message home like a really good story, but Jesus as King has no place in our lives. Kings are for fairy tales and burger commercials. Kings wear funny clothes and funny hats. We don't need a king. What we need, we think, is a little more defense of our doctrines and a little more time to tidy up our messes. That's all we need; then our world will go better. Except it doesn't. And though we'll keep trying until the day we drop (like good little christians do), we can't quite explain why."

One of my favs:
"I'm glad Jesus wasn't a politician telling us what we wanted to hear or selling us the same old crap that never works. I am grateful for his honesty and truth."

"But no one dies in the kingdom of God. It is in the kingdom of Satan, our enemy, where death reigns."
"Jesus doesn't do funerals, not even his own."
"Trust me. My father is still at work in the world, still growing wheat, even turning weeds back into wheat. Look at the story of your own life. But I am coming and I'm coming with judgement, and I'm going to make everything right."

"I would have misunderstood what was going on and ended up believing that God was the one who was making my kid sick. The Kingdom of God is the kingdom of life, health, beauty, salvation, and freedom to name just a few of it's qualities. The enemy of the kingdom, whom the bible refers to as Satan, is always attacking that life and health and beauty."

"God has this amazing Judo move that he uses to attack the kingdom of darkness. He causes all things to work for good to those who love him, the bible says. God takes what is meant for evil and turns it for good- if we trust him at those times and embrace his sovereign goodness even in the midst of our pain and loss. The good he works for us will be a foretaste of the ultimate restoration that will occur when his kingdom comes in all its fullness. It doesn't make the cost of death less real. But it shows a way through!"

After I finish reading this one. I'll be reading "The Battle"

baine_darkwolf @ 2008-10-14T20:34:00

2008-10-15T02:13:46Z

Yes I will stir some dust up, as Mists has become WAY TO LAX. Where sub par has become a standard. Starmount came out ONE day and showed me that THEY were willing to work together.Yes they surprised me. Yes there were still some frustrations. Namely because Garik was upset at the obvious sluffing. And YES I warned Sylvarian of it. As I was reeving that day and saw him doing it. They ALL showed up in garb. Less then half our park showed up in garb. The usual suspects may have been shooting a few sarcastic remarks, but IT DIDNT help that some was thrown back at them. My views on Starmount have changed a bit yes. They are slowly proving to me they are willing to work with us.

So, yes I believe there is hope that the parks can work together. Although I still will not abide by bullshit on the field. This is not saying we need to merge.

baine_darkwolf @ 2008-10-14T19:48:00

2008-10-15T00:57:31Z

You piss and moan about president Bushy. But YOU FORGET that the democractic house party has been the majority in the congress. Much of the issues you, me and the economy has been dealing with is due to the help of the democratic party or lack there of, but they scapegoat and blame Bush. So you keep on moaning, if Obakarama gets voted in don't piss an moan that someone who has set so many promises of change so high that when and if he fails, you get upset. You voted him in. Of course McCain is not that much better, at the moment I'm not liking either of them very much. I hate politics. And I'd rather see someone run for the office and say: "I can't promise, but by the guidance of God i'll work hard". Then again any utterance of God in a presidential campaign is like a deathknell.

Biased Blockbuster

2008-10-10T23:54:06Z

My family can't rent "Expelled" by Ben Stein at Blockbuster or the online site. Because apparently it's to controversial. They don't carry it at their rental store or online. Awesomely open minded of the company dontcha think!?

http://www.blockbuster.com/catalog/movieDetails/380992/

BUT you can rent it at netflix

*edit to add*
Checked with Best buy when I went to get gelato. Nope Best buy doesnt carry 'Expelled' either. Amusing...

baine_darkwolf @ 2008-09-19T00:03:00

2008-09-19T05:04:44Z

Birth Story and pics coming tomorrow!
Got a portion of it typed and photos uploaded. We just need to sleep is all. So the full detailed update will have to wait just a little.

Let me give you a hint!

2008-09-19T01:12:57Z

Can’t believe you’re here now
Tiny dream come true
The answer to a prayer now
I’m so in love with you
Couldn’t wait to meet you
Hope you like your name
I get the funny feeling
Life will never be the same

Safe and sound
You’re here with me now
Like I hoped you’d be
Safe and sound
You’re here with me now
And that’s all I’ll ever need

The world’s a scary place here
But baby it’s alright
I’ll make sure the coast is clear
So you can just sleep tight
But if you’re afraid of monsters
Like everybody is
I’ll be right beside you
Closer than a kiss

Safe and sound
I’m here with you now
And you will always be
Safe and sound
I’m here with you now
And that’s all you’ll ever need

Someday I’m gonna teach you
The reason why we pray
So that heaven’s love may reach you
Every single day
So, baby close your eyes now
And say a prayer with me
Lord, I lay me down to sleep now
But I know I will be

Safe and sound
You’re here with us now
And we will always be
Safe and sound You’re here with us now
And that’s all we’ll ever, all we’ll ever need
You’re all we’ll ever need

baine_darkwolf @ 2008-09-15T22:48:00

2008-09-16T03:49:08Z

I think its about that time. Will keep people posted if i can gain access to the internets at the hospital.

If you rise again

2008-09-05T22:28:07Z

WOO HAH!

baine_darkwolf @ 2008-09-04T14:46:00

2008-09-04T19:47:15Z

teenage drivers after school. yeesh. Almost makes yah want to pop two of their tires.

baine_darkwolf @ 2008-09-01T18:14:00

2008-09-01T23:18:59Z

But can not forget. God Is in Control.

Obarakama's party Slogan!

2008-09-01T22:52:43Z

We can murder babies the moment they are conceived?
"YES WE CAN!"
Same sex marriage, even against the God given sanctity of it?
"YES WE CAN!"

baine_darkwolf @ 2008-09-01T17:23:00

2008-09-01T22:24:27Z

Boy I didnt see that one coming. Reading the newspaper on break the day after he announced his running mate. Good for him. Sounds like she'll get the job done also. "Sarah Baracuda"

Go McCain!

baine_darkwolf @ 2008-08-28T21:41:00

2008-08-29T03:19:14Z

heh, John McCain will be in St.Paul, MN on Sept 1st.

I do not belong/ This world is not my home

2008-08-28T02:29:51Z

I look around and I feel like, thing’s changed and I don’t know why
And everyday that passes by I feel so far away
I can see in the distance, You have the rest of me
I put my trust in you, as I look beyond today
It’s all becoming clear.

A crazy dream, get ready to grab your ninja outfit

2008-08-15T18:19:36Z

Insert spoof music "Like a ninja, killing for the very first time" to the music of "like a virgin" by madonna. Ok internal soundtrack loaded on with the dream I had last night!

Phil(aka Kupe), Will Smith (chuckle yeap), Richard and Teffers and I are dressed up as ninja's playing a game or training game of sorts at this place, set up building arena thingy. The three of us were wearing purple and black **yes i dream in color** tiger stripped ninja outfits that had padded protection as we used full length lightly foam padded wooden replicas of the ninja katana. Now the patterns of color were all over our body except our eyes. The other team was Ryan Reynolds, Dwayne Johnson and Sean William Scott and Brendan Fraser. 4 against 4. They were colored in a black and grey urban camo all over their outfits.

Now the grounds we were training or gaming on was all colored and pattern coordinated in different areas and section spots of the "grounds" so that we could hide or accidentally stand out. Some places on the floor purple/black or grey/black and this followed through in the walls, ceiling, raised areas, stairs, windowless windows, chairs, couches. It was like a ninja playground. Heh.

Ok so now that you have that visual along with some soundtrack.
We all got suited up and padded up and split up into our teams. I was creeping along silently against a purple/black wall as I had rounded a corner after hunting down Dwayne and knew he was creeping along the wall on the opposite side. I put my back to the wall, lowered down and raised my sword and angled it to jab him in the gut. As I heard the light footfall of his foot the last few inches before I'd see him. From the sky the sound of a airplane really close went overhead. Now our building has windows on the ceiling and all over the walls. Some covered or not. I looked out the window and saw the plane crash not half a quarter of a mile from our site, onto cars, people and a important building and school buses. All of us in the building ran to see the site then to our surprise had to mad dash into hiding as another jet came barrelling down in our direction.

The plane crashing in the field beyond our building and within our grounds. This is where I wake up.

k....

_____

After waking up I had to write this down.
I laughed at the thought of how cool would it be to make a training, playing grounds like that. Kinda like paintball but instead of gun totting guys, guys dressed up in odd colored shinobi outfits with padding and lifelike weapons creeping around places to hide. Would be fun. Don't know if that would make any profit. But lots of people dream of being a ninja for a day.

Farking Catch 22's

2008-08-14T02:46:18Z

I find great job opportunities on career searching websites all the time.

Whats the Catch 22?

THEY ALWAYS REQUIRE THE PERSON TO HAVE REAL LIFE EXPERIENCE OF A YEAR OR MORE. *FACEPALM*

Kinda screws over people trying to get INTO the field unless they get someone willing to look over that and give the person a TRY when everything else is what they are looking for in a new employee. Worse is when i get this load of shit from a entry level job opening!

COME ON!

I still apply anyways and send my stuff. Its just incredibly annoying.

"I don't gamble with my money..."

2008-08-13T04:36:34Z

"I gamble with my life"

*gets down on knees and prays*
Two possible upcoming interviews. Sign A Rama looks to be the best bet.

Still working on stuff to submit to ExodusDesign soon though. VERY busy month.

baine_darkwolf @ 2008-08-07T21:15:00

2008-08-08T02:15:28Z

MOJITO GELATO!!!!

nuff' said

I FOUND IT!

2008-08-02T07:02:02Z

STEFFEN STEFFEN!

the WOLVERINE ORIGINS TRAILER!
Had to dig around to find it

http://www.getthebigpicture.net/blog/2008/7/29/comic-con-trailer-for-x-men-origins-wolverine.html

'Dark Knight' sets weekend record with $155.34M

2008-07-21T04:39:34Z

http://movies.yahoo.com/mv/news/ap/20080720/121658682000.html

Saw this movie with Steffen and the guys at his bachelor party at the IMAX!

baine_darkwolf @ 2008-07-19T22:22:00

2008-07-20T03:29:15Z

Had fun in mankato with my fellow misties. BUT... :(

I'm still "ditching deprived". I didn't get nearly enough sword swinging in. It was to damn humid. Anyone who knows me, knows humidity and I don't mix well. Then it rained. And about 2 hours later it was beautiful. And no one wanted to spar or nothing for a while before feast *pout some more* What gives guys?

I want another 8 hour day of Fighting. Our guys are getting lazy!

Forgive eachother

2008-07-19T00:31:09Z

http://www.easyenglish.info/faq/forgiving-people.htm

And lean not on your own understanding (judging others)
http://wordpress.com/tag/lean-not-on-your-own-understanding/

And for my fellow christians out there. Be not a private Christian. Do not keep your faith to yourself. Spread it, share it. Be a witness, more so a passionate one!